Shortly after the passing of my beloved grandmother, at the beginning of 2019, someone mentioned Human Design.
It didn't really spark my curiosity until Human Design came back into my awareness multiple times. Eventually, it was hard to ignore.
For two years, I worked with my Tropical chart. I was completely oblivious to the existence of other calculations.
I studied Human Design full-time with various mentors, books, and my own research, and I started doing readings for others as of May 2019.
But something didn't really "click."
I also had a tough time processing and integrating the teachings of the founder, Robert Alan Krakower (aka Ra Uru Hu). I also noticed that, even though some of my clients and I really dove deep, it didn't really spark the significant transformations people were talking about. Instead, I felt like I got stuck more and more in a dogmatic belief system. And I wasn't the only one.
Somewhere in late 2020, I came upon a book called "Outrageous Openness" by Tosha Silver.
Again with the synchronicity.
It led me to offer my concerns and worries to the Universe.
Not long after, somewhere around the Great Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn in December 2020, I experienced one epiphany after the other, with periods of deep confusion in-between. Eventually, it led me to discover astronomical astrology and the groundbreaking work of Zeno Dickson, a first-generation Human Design student and analyst.
Through discovering Zeno's teachings on the original Human Design Revelation, it felt like coming home in a Human Design practice that is truly simple, practical, and truly (self-) empowering. By practicing awareness instead of labeling yourself or putting yourself (and others) in categories and boxes, you get all the answers you need to lead a fulfilling life and build healthy relationships.
When I then first laid eyes on my Cosmic Human Design™ chart (which is based on astronomical astrology), my mind panicked and freaked out. I suddenly found myself in an identity crisis, being so attached to my Tropical chart for so long, now seeing a chart with 8 centers, of which 4 motors defined, and a quadruple-split definition with a design mode to wait.
After the initial shock, something did start to "click" within my body, even though my mind couldn't make sense of it (yet). Over the following weeks, more and more "clicks" happened as my body seemed to recognize the new Human Design chart. The process felt more effortless like I was not the one "doing it." It happened on a deeper, body-and-soul level.
I've seen this happening with many more people. There is something about the Cosmic Human Design™ chart that seems so profound as an experience, but very hard (if not impossible) to explain with the mind, let alone putting it into words.
At this time, it is my mission to bring a more straightforward, empowering practice of Human Design into the world, inspired by Zeno's work, with Gene Keys as a supporting modality, and astronomical astrology as the foundation upon calculating the charts. I've been writing about and teaching this version of Human Design — which I call Human Design Flow — to people from all over the world.
Thank you for being part of this amazing journey,